stuck in my own head

this happens alot to me. i have so many emotions and feelings, thoughts and ideas mulling around inside of me, but i often have alot of trouble finding a way to express them outwardly. i definitely tend to write journals/blogs and poetry from a storytelling perspective instead of a third person perspective for just this reason. it just seems easier for me to tell it all as if it were coming from someone else, but on days like today, that just doesn't seem good enough.

i hate not knowing how to explain myself.